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Post by Skittles on Sept 16, 2005 22:27:21 GMT -5
I know! Hotties.
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Post by Skittles on Oct 3, 2005 1:28:09 GMT -5
Wow, so uh. I haven't told the horrible news? Hmm. Odd of me. So yeah. It's about Karl this time. He called about a week ago and we only talked for a few minutes, as usual. So after we hung up, I sent him a text saying something like "You know at some point it might be nice to talk for longer than 3 minutes" and he wrote back "I don't give a f***". It seriously came outta no where. He kept saying that he wanted to hang out again and he called all the time and then he said that? So anyway, I was talking to mine and his friend Eric (Not the green-haired one. lol. the other eric) and he was saying that when Karl gets mad at someone or about something, he hates everyone. So I figured he was just in a bad mood and I should just leave him alone for a while. So I did. Then about a week later, he signed online so I decided to ask him about it. Here's the whole conversation...
Geekish Pirate: hi redquadracer: hey Geekish Pirate: so, um. after that last text you send me i don't really know what to say to you. redquadracer: say nothing Geekish Pirate: well could you atleast tell me why you had to be so rude? Geekish Pirate: or... not. whatever. redquadracer: i have nothing to say redquadracer: i don't feel like talking Geekish Pirate: okay. but you really didn't have to say that. Geekish Pirate: so you don't feel like talking ever then? redquadracer: not really Geekish Pirate: can i ask why? redquadracer: cause i don't Geekish Pirate: that's not a reason redquadracer signed off at 4:35:52 PM
Yeah, so explain that one to me. Eric said he was a dick after I showed him that and he also said he thinks that Karl is gay. I asked him if he was serious and he said he's never interested in any of the girls that are interested in him. So that was pretty much the end of it. I haven't tried to talk to him and he hasn't tried to talk to me. I still talk to Eric about it though. He said he'd try to ask Karl why he did that to me, but so far he hasn't.
Then... today. I went to Walmart with my cousin and my sister and while we were in the check-out, my sister said "OMG Look over there" So I turned around and the first thing I see is Karl. His adorable crooked smile and big blue eyes and curly brown hair. ): Anyway, I'm getting off track. So I waved to Eric, and he came over to talk. Which was really akward, cause he's got issues with my cousin Autumn. Cause they like each other. But Eric talked to us for a few minutes and Karl stood there acting like he's never even met me. Like I wasn't even there. He said hi to Autumn and that was it. By the way, I totally miss his voice. Then they left to get Eric's deoderant. I seriously just wanted to cry right there. In the middle of Walmart. I don't care who would have seen me or laughed. It was SO upsetting. And Autumn keeps telling me that someone who would do something like that isn't worth getting upset about and I should just forget it. But seriously, how can I just forget about it? I really liked him. A lot. And it was all totally unexpected. And I don't even know why. That always happens to me. Guys just... stop talking to me. They won't explain why or what I did wrong or anything. They just act like Karl did today. Like I don't even exist.
So after I got home, and my sister laughed at me for "being too emo", I took a walk by myself. I talked to myself about everything that was going on. Especially guy troubles. And I cried. Alot. Not only about Karl, but about some stuff that happened with my friend John that I know I've talked alot about. And my mom called me and I cried to her about it all. And all she could do was say that I was trying to get involved with the wrong guys. I know she was just trying to help, but it really didn't make anything better. It just made me feel even more like there was something wrong with me. Like it's my fault it gets screwed up all the time. And then I told her that sometimes I think breaking up with my ex last summer was the biggest mistake I've ever made. And it probably was. I broke up with him cause I still really liked Adam, the guy I saw at the mall a few weeks ago. Sorry, I know all the guys get a little confusing.
But, yeah. Today sucked a lot. And the worst part is that yesterday was SUCH a good day. I was the happiest person alive. I guess I jinxed myself there, huh?
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Post by Skittles on Oct 3, 2005 1:32:42 GMT -5
PS: Feel free to add Karl's sn to AIM and have a total spaz on him. He's not on much, but it would be SO funny.
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Post by lolo on Oct 3, 2005 20:16:09 GMT -5
Lol, don't temp me. I already commented on this on myspace... =P
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Post by Skittles on Oct 3, 2005 21:24:16 GMT -5
lol. Yeah, and thanks so much. I read it.
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